limbo

Right now I am in limbo.
Limbo in that I am not ttc and I am not tta right now either. I just had my 3 rd m/c 2 weeks ago I was 9 weeks when I had a D&C. 8 weeks when I started spotting, one day short of 9 weeks when I went in for an u/s and found out that I either had a blighted ovum or the baby stopped growing within the first few weeks :O( .
So right now I am just waiting to see if my body will get back on track on its own this time. This was my second m/c in less then 6 months my other one was 10 weeks with twins :O(

I wonder at times if I should just stop trying for another baby. I think at times its going to happen again, and I dont know if my heart can take it. But then I look at my kids and I know its worth it! I just cant picture not having another baby in this house. Ya I know some day I am going to have to face that fact but then again my home will be filled with my grandchild by then :O)

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I don't even know where to start. I am Debbie mom to 10 wonderful kids
Crystal is 21 thinking about going into the Navy but for now she is working as a Pharmacy assistant.
David is 20 and in the Marines, he just finished up most of his training he works on an aircraft called the Offspry.
Anthony 15 is on the wrestling team at school and is pretty good, guess its all his brothers he gets to pratice on..lol
Rachel 13 has dreams of becoming a Dr. and with all the medical shows she watches I think she is well on her way!
Adam 12 my gentle soul he is an old man in a child's body. He is always the helpful caring one
Dillon 10, oh my what can I say he is ALWAYS right no matter what
Nicholas 8, he is my Marine in training
Samantha 6, she is the second mother here in the house...but just a bit too bossy
Steven 4, He thinks he can keep up with the older kids no one has told him he is only 4...lol
Christopher 1, he is a mamma's boy which is ok with me. He is such a good little boy.

Chuck my hubby who I have been married to for 24 years is the love of my life...makes me crazy at times but I couldn't see it any other way!