limbo

Right now I am in limbo.
Limbo in that I am not ttc and I am not tta right now either. I just had my 3 rd m/c 2 weeks ago I was 9 weeks when I had a D&C. 8 weeks when I started spotting, one day short of 9 weeks when I went in for an u/s and found out that I either had a blighted ovum or the baby stopped growing within the first few weeks :O( .
So right now I am just waiting to see if my body will get back on track on its own this time. This was my second m/c in less then 6 months my other one was 10 weeks with twins :O(

I wonder at times if I should just stop trying for another baby. I think at times its going to happen again, and I dont know if my heart can take it. But then I look at my kids and I know its worth it! I just cant picture not having another baby in this house. Ya I know some day I am going to have to face that fact but then again my home will be filled with my grandchild by then :O)